Reliable?

A man which you may rely on.
Obviously, i am not that kind of person.
Even a minor matter, i have only messing around in the end.
Since now is around 2am, i considered the day was yesterday
Yesterday was one of my colleagues, Meng Yao's birthday
We have organized a surprise birthday party to her
The biggest contribution given to this organization is belonged to Rynn
She's really a good gal and a good friend to Meng Yao
Even though she did give 19 oranges to her as birthday gift
Haha
But that was totally amazed Meng Yao
Because each of oranges have represented each of our wishes and have a different outlook with different draws on skins of oranges
Of course, we did captured lots of pictures for this favorable moments
But most of these images have saved in my phone and i accidentally deleted it
It happened when i try to organize my photo album inside my phone
Haiz
Nothing more Nothing less
The all i can do now is to apologize from you, Meng Yao
I know you didn't blame me but sure completely upset
Even i admitted this was an accident, but it still come from my responsibility
If i am not seized by a whim yesterday evening for organize the photo album, maybe everything will comes wonderful
All of us may share this memory via Facebook
Unfortunately now, everything were just left to be an empty talk
In the end,
I hope i would blamed by you
It makes me felt better
Otherwise, i might keep blame on myself with my own reason and felt extremely guilty

梦瑶， 对不起

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Tooth

Whole night, i can't have a sleep
The nerves of my tooth keep pulled me up from the dream
It was so pain
I can't withstand it
Everything i done can't resist the pain
It tremble me whole night
Can't scream
Can't beat
Can't cry
Can't sleep
The pain has penetrated into my mind
It make me hard to stay calm

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我说你对我撒谎
其实是恼你才脱口而出
你明知我会回来
却不通知我 你当日的行程有所改变
你明知我电话掉了
没法和我联络
却没托人通知我
你知道吗？
当我发现我电话不见时
我顿时认为我你之间的缘分已结束
毕竟 我们的情谊的种子是从这电话的买来发芽的
然而
通过Facebook， 我知道你即将有个生日派对
当天晚上， 我在家外走走
瞧见你朋友一身紫色停在T-junction， 然后向右行而去赴约
我呢？
则在街上一边观赏夜景 一边冥想你那派对的情景
孤单的我
其实在想你还会不会想着孤独的我

回到了家
觉得应该向你祝福
凭着自己的记忆 拼出你的号码
用了家里电话打去  你却不接
可想而知 当时我的感觉

After that, i received a phone call from Mok
He told me that my phone had found and that person had contacted you
While Mok explaining to me, i actually heard your voice behind of him
The moment i get this news
I not just ordinary felt lucky but happy
Its not because of the phone
But related 2 us
I felt the arrival of hope back to my side
It is a fate
Definitely a fate stayed night
I and you not over
This 5 words can actual show my determination
But how bout yours?
My words can't express my feeling


I do hope
There's one day
You may felt my sincere, love and warm inside my hug


★ Two is better than one ★