Yesterday came to the end right after the clock hands pointed to the twelves and it turns into my birthday.
Recalled to last year, in the same time, i had received couple of messages included a special voice mail from a gal who named Kong Diana.
P.S: She's not Diana Kong, but Kong Diana. She's not really like people who used to call her as Diana Kong. Maybe she felt you are neglecting her first name. Well. I never used to ask her but kept knocking the head said 'ok'.
I knew she did put lot of effort on that voice message where other may discovered from the time she sent the message to me. It was about 2 to 3a.m.( if i have not mistaken )
I was absolutely, promptly immersed in a great moment. That certainly was my first ever meaningful birthday gift.
Well. This year i actually received only one message. Seemed like the deletion of my Facebook account had seriously affected the amount of birthday greeting i received in this year. ( Haha. Ignore this phrases. )
Actually, faced to my colleagues, i told them i used to live without her. However, i realized once again that i kinda of miss her.
Her plan about her Spm? She surely faced lot of stress within herself. Are she enjoying the holiday trip to get over those stress? Does she already visit her grandma who she miss most in the world?
Words above were just naturally pop out from my mind whereas my dad forced me to sleep.
I clearly defined here that it's not sort of emotional post but another writing form of expressing how much i miss her in this moment.
Diana? You heard me? I miss you.
I am not begging you return to my side which i never done before.
I dislike the act of begging. It makes me felt like a weakling.
I used my birthday wish to hope you may find someone who capable of bringing you the warmth, sun & beach, traveling, excitement of coupling, and one Talent which i never had a chance to acquire.
Dance Talent !
Sincerely hope it will be granted.
Yo !
K.D.
You told me once before.
D means Diana
Where the K can refers either to your surname and my name - Keat.
Happy Christmas. Happy New Year. Happy Chinese New year. Happy Valentine Day.
I hope you can receive all my greeting in somewhere, with someone, having some memorable memory there with my bless.
In the end, I'm not Alvis. This is not kinda a last letter. Haha.
So sorry. I not offend a dead man here.
But i totally just can't agree with his stubborn suicide.
Left the dark shade to his ex girl friend forever.
