End of Year

Time is like the wind, it lifts the light and leaves the heavy


I guess, when the time goes by, we never notice what minor mistake we did, and eventually attached along with huge impact
And which, it is now happens on me.


People might always the first one to realize what bad things i have done
I always the last one to know about it
Sometimes, i would never know what i had did wrong and eventually being ignored 


In blink of eyes, i had lost two persons, who really meaningful to me.
One is my ex; another is my good friend.
I suppose those happens due to my characteristic.


I am not a huge fan of controller, but i am one of it
I dislike some of her activities and then, drags up a quarrel with her
Which eventually lead to unhappiness and stubborn decision from me.


Whereas,


I also not a fan of self-centered person, but again, i am one of it too
I done lots of thing which i felt unharmed to me
But, a massive disagreement between others and ignorance from my good friend too.


Allow me to have a deep breath.......Well.......


Life is too short, especially distracted by different opinions from other.
The hardest thing is we gotta accept that this is how & what evolves around the world.
I think i shall just climb over the obstacles with my own ladder and hunt for the comfort.


Normally,


Half of our life is messing up with problems; the other half is dealing with them.
But, life is only once for us, so, you and me shall make use of it, do anything you want
Avoid from getting regrets? 


EASY !


Grab chances, say yes & no, tell the truth, spend cash on your favorite, love someone, say i love you, cry, let other know what're they missing, who're you missing, have joke with friends,  laugh until your stomach hurts, MAKE LIFE GOOD !


HAHA


I've completely turned on.


Hmmm...


The time passed very fast.


It's already 8th week for my degree level 2 semester 1.


All of us gonna involved the mess along with assignments.


It's getting closer for me to get 20.


It's getting closer to say goodbye to 2011.


2012 is coming soon.


If there's a wish allowed once for 2011,


I wish two of them could ... 


I sincerely wished.


(People used to say, a wish that mentioned probably not granted)


So So


If you understand, you're good.


If you don't? Not bad..  :)

Impressive

7th week

Hey.. i think now is a suitable time for me to tell you something.
I supposed that it's really a correct time for me to confess to you now :)
We both should develop a mutual understanding, because in future, we will walk along together.
To be honest, there's always a fear wandering around my minds.
It's tough to bear you off my mind especially in thinking of my future.
Without you, i probably going to have a tough life as i foreseen.

In these 7 weeks, i tried to express my interest toward you. But eventually, i didn't.
Because, i am not determined for it.
In front of you, i had to wear an anxious look that i getting nervous,nervous and nervous.
Especially when i accidentally took a deep glance on you.
Nonetheless, i felt a little excitement in that particular moment, and also a great hustle to understand you.
There's a proliferation, a millions attempts to get know of you.

In these following weeks, i am very certain that i would probably rely on you very much.
So... Do you... willing.. to............


Hmmm....
C++ ... Assembly Language... Please... stay along with me.
Lets seize this opportunity. I promised that i would try my best to understand you.
For my own sake, please hold my hand and bring the light to my future.
Because... I'm afraid
OF INCOMING FUTURE ! OF UNCERTAIN SOMBRE THINGS !