So... Now's June...
2012... I'm now aged 21
In this 20 years, what have i done?
What have you done?
What have he done?
What have they done?
I was in a train which i bought its ticket in rush and
I met an old man by chance in a same coach
In early morning 7am
The old man aged 82 gave me a talk
The talk means a lot
But the most memorable is
Why would a sun burn it self
Why would a sun reduce its lifespan during contribute something what we called as
" light "
Among us, we know light refers to hope, future and etc
But do we ever know the answer to those why [s]?
No... We don't.
Because
Back to a point, we are just same to the sun
Our lifespan reduce by secs, mins, hours, days, months, and years
So
During the reduction...
Do you ever contribute the 'light' to anyone? To yourself?
Do you?
Well...
It's not necessary to be such mighty
But when asking it to myself after the old man gave me the speech
I know
The answer was No
At least, i understand what sort of condition i was trapped
I escape from the truth
I trap myself in a virtual world
A world named as 'game'
'Game' offer me a second role
A role that contains self satisfaction
A role that also makes my regretful nights
I shall put an end to this tragicomedy
Now
We shall say goodbye
It's
The end of my intermittent article
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Lend me a smile
Lead me to reach the light
Ignore this post
I was just express the dark of my mind
