It's 10th of March now...
It's been more than a half of year i didn't update my blog.
Well... within these months, i clearly trapped myself in the darkness of my mind.
I shouldn't conceal my head in the hole as an ostrich always did when it feels the fears or dangers that approached toward it.

Now, i turn off the light of my rooms.
Only having the light of desktop monitor light drop on my face.
I had my hand in front of the light and stare on it.
And i can't help but notice the slight tremble comes from my hand.
Pathetic...

But in a second after,
I closed my eyes.
My heart could feel the moment of peace.
Actually i knew i could do this.
Within myself, i can always stand strong.
Being along with friends and family, i can stay stronger.
That's where i found myself a calm mood.

Everyone will has the moment of fear or worry.
It's just a matter of being face it or escape from it.
It is never easy to face it.
But ensure yourself to think through it and figure out the why are you going to face it.

Somtimes the fact is actually very simple.
We're just complicated it.
If you wanna make sure you can reach your goals.
First, go to the beach.
Walk yourself into the sea.
Walk until the water level reach over your head.
Get your head sink into the sea and hold as long as possible.
Eventually, you will raise your head above the sea surface without your consciousness.
Repeat the same move.

Now, i think above your head should appear lots of question marks.
Why doing it repeatably in a sea will help you reach the goal.
Reason is simple.
First, you gotta know and understand why you can't breath underneath the sea surface.

If you refer your goal as the oxygen.
It's just the same theory when you attempt to sink your head underneath the sea surface,
In the deepest of your intention, your head will raise above the sea surface in order to get the oxygen.
Because you understand the importance of the oxygen to your body system.
Without oxygen in few minutes, you will never see the light again with your eyes.
So if your goal is important as the oxygen.
You will see by youself how hard will you going through to achieve it.

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This post might be a typical bad sample for a quote.
But hopefully you can receive the message i try to tell.
Anyway, good luck for all of us.
Never messed up ourselves.
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