When we say about anger.
What does the first thing comes across your mind?
Is that a negative emotional reactions that you should avoid?
Believe it or not.
I am starting to want the anger back.
I'm tired of being Mr.good.
Since back then, i know myself as an anger man.
But after the accident of my dad, i seal it away from my heart.
Because i know i could possibly harm my dad again especially after he had the heart disease.
However, as time passed, i am no longer frequently accompany my dad, but involved heavily with my personal life.
In these few years, i am no longer feel to contest for something that significantly important to my future.
In the court or games, i am no longer feel to show who's the better player.
All i think was to sacrifice or try my best to contribute as an outcome of displaying teamwork, which sometimes lead to the most victories.
But when i recalled it, i felt dissatisfied. I know i could do way better than that.
I am aiming to not just let this happens in virtual world, but in real life too.
Especially comes to queuing, most of the times, i felt nothing when people just cut off my line.
Because in the very first moment, i had already compromised myself that the person might have an emergency.
From the very first minutes, if it comes to a real battle for the own benefit, i certainly had already lost it.
Therefore, i gotta begin to feel how to contest again.
Anger is not always belongs to the negative side.
It depends on how or when you expressed it.
Besides, i believe a fact that anger could actually provides us the self-insight.
At least, when you felt anger, you probably felt something that is not right and threatening yourself by any ways.
Maybe he offended you. Maybe he disrespect you. Maybe you yourself is the one who make the very first mistake and you are angry at yourself.
Hence, we can possibly concluded that when there comes angry, that is the moment give you the insight to the problems.
The art of anger, when we manage to utilize it at the right moment, i believe it can eternally help us to push on towards our objectives in the face of problems or obstacles.
