Dramatic

It always happen dramatic between me and her.

It now returns to the same as last two years ago

The reason basically is the same

The difference between us has stop us again to develop

Because this is the biggest issue for her to think

Not every single guy can stop a gal for thinking negatively

Included me

Now she make this decision

And I have to accept it

The days we had met in holidays was a memorable moments for me, for her maybe

The progress might not smooth as we expected,

at least, we did enjoy a sweet short period

During it, i had sensed her happiness

I would felt glad because i could bring it to her

She did something which i wanted for long time ago

I was immersed in that second

It was first for her

But i might never again to have it

Maybe i not deserved it 

Haha ★

Friends keep ask me to move on, find another one

But when use the heart thinking  bout 舍与弃

It's not simple as talk or write

Well

I don't ever want to write bout this further more

Because

I just want to concentrate on my study, my education, my future career

My parents work hard to provide me such opportunity  to study

I should not to ruin their hopes

Now, assignments have ruled my life

Lol haha

Besides that, i hate the sight which shown that peoples are looking me down

However, i never took an actual action for it

But things had change

I want to determine myself

I swear!

I will make you regret