Clouds in Mind

How nice to be free floating in the blue

This is the view of angle from my bed
Haha.. Obviously once i wake up [approximately 11.30am]
I would like to enjoy such scene about 5 mins
but well... Due to my high regular astigmatism
My vision will become blur when if i stare on the bright much longer
I experienced it before
It remained about 15 minutes
Trust me
Not worthy to have a try (if you have astigmatism too)
Because you might worry that your vision will retained in that condition forever [ I did that so :p]

Well... Today i could bit long-winded
I gonna mix up lot of things in this single post 
Because this is where i left only to reveal my stuff
Hmmm actually this post i had already taken a week to complete it
Haha

I wonder which week ago
My thumbnail had parted away from my feet
Sounds confusing?
Part away ? What the hell was going ?
Hold on... I upload some pic here
Quite disgusting. Really want to see?

Refer to my right legs. This is the first stage of the bruise part

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Then... This is where the nail gone. Craps !

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Where's your nail !? There !! -_-||| 

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Seems rusty, right?

You know what caused it?

My footsal shoe

The space left between my toes is too narrow

Hence, whenever, i run, tackle, shot, the shoe will cause me lot of pain. But, i never think of stop it. I love it too much.

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6 August 2010, the most memorable experience i gained

Why did i say so?

Let's move to further part, then you will understand

That day was the first day for the Nikom Pc Fair in KL

It began at KLCC

I brought 2 or 3 bags for that event

Haha.... Am i going to help them cleaning stock?

Definitely      !    Not     !

Dude... No kidding... I'm not kinda of those freak save money for buying original version of games and additional pc components unless i really need it 

Then let's think about the why i brought those bags

To burden my self stupidly?
Come on ... :)

I'm a person behaves with integrity ^^   ( Don't E Khem me with this sentence o ~ ~ )



Those bag i mentioned just now actually are luggage
Well... I'm quite regret for that. Contended so many cloths.
Besides, during the Pc Fair visiting, i was screwing other visitor all arounds
Having that sort of large luggage, trouble people in walking only
Hmmm but today trip could consider worthy
I have one friend
He saved his money for only two months but able to bought a camera model branded 'Canon' Dslr version which cost approximately RM 3k.
Jesus ! That certainly was something that i cant accomplish within that short period
But Wow ! That camera no doubt is a good. Hmmm if u ask whether is it a bargain? Well... I don't think so. Really.
This question is way too dependent.
People like me who don't addicted with photographing might not get interest to spend that amount of money for only purchase it
However, this fact already become a past since when i borrow it to use for while.
Wow ! What can i conclude is common !
It was too amazing. Too is a big word. Don't you agree with it?
The quality, resolution, the feeling you can gain through freeze the charmingly scene by having a press on a button.
Hmmm sentence above sounds just similar to other function of a normal or cheaper camera.
Well... not really a good description .. So haha.. Forgive me
The really impressed me was its function.
It was so fun by changing those setting that installed inside the camera by follow to what user expected on the capturing outcome.
In short, i wish to have a chance to own a high tech item

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The awful experience in 6th July 2010

I with Allan and Tong went to a Nike shop

During that visit, i have only one sight on a bag

But instantly decided to buy it

After the purchase, i left only RM 30 and i need other more ten for a bus ticket whereby my ATM account left only RM 40

Hence, i cant withdraw the money'

However when i gathered enough the fund, there was no more ticket was available to sell.

That guy still saying that to me before :" Every time i come to here buy, 100% can get one."

Well.. I can't blame on anyone

It is KARMA !

I am the person who cant gather the fund at first

After that, i been forced to buy the ticket for tomorrow morning 9.30am

Then, i began to think solution for shelter to overnight

1st issue, i can't return to my apartment because it was way too far from here and quite troublesome to get into here from there

2nd, i have no further fund to travel from here to there and return to here once again in the next day before 9 am

After these both issue keep wander around my minds, i decided to find a spot and just stay overnight at there

Simple but Suffer

I lastly found McD  restaurant

I saw the sign on its door

24 Hours ~ I bought a set of food, attempt to overnight and keep refill the coke as my main water supply

Tried to online as well but the socket damaged. My battery charger can't attach into it

The only to do is just sitting there, enjoyed the meal, observed around

And then something was happened

There's one foreign family having meal on the McD restaurant

Eventually, the mom realized that their camera had disappeared 

This sudden happen was startled them and they went to ask the staff to check the spy cam for finding the truth for the happen of the disappearing

Unfortunately, those staff have no given the right to see the record. Even their manager too. They had nothing to do and deal with that situation

So, the foreign family can only wandering around the restaurant for nothing

Even i was just sitting right beside of them, but i didn't notice on them all the times

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 When both of clock needle had show to the number of 12, the McD unexpectedly closed

I been forced by the situation and had to move to the nearby bus station for my another temporarily shelter

Damn it ! No more air conditioner. No more water refill. No more electricity supply

Furthermore, i can't guard off against my lugagge

In short, i had to awake all the night to heighten the self awareness

Jarrad, who's the person more pity now

Last time u missed the bus and make u have to wait for another two hours for another bus shutter 

Now the same condition did happened to me

But moreover, i have to wait for 12 hours !!

Additionally, i can't SLEEP !!

Shit !!

Along the night, i had 2 spend one night by my own. 

Nothing to do and felt bored lonely.

During that moment, i want to find someone to chat but...

I think she not available for me anymore.

I realised when i want to share things, the person who first across mt mind definitely is her figure. 

I have to confessed that i can't fully remember her look but slightly can recall her smile, her figure. 

In the same time, i wondered will she thinking of finding me while she in trouble or meet good happens?

This part of the post. I will only temporarily post it. 

Because it was too suffer to conceal by self all the times

Honestly, i think of send her one message in this every single second.

Apparently, my mind stopped me.

I can't be selfish anymore. 

Since i still have no feeling toward other, doesn't means that she could have no feeling on better guys

She had once make me felt proud, full of confidence.. I really take it as kinda of successful while getting her into smile, fortune and etc...

Haha... Damn me ^^

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 It already one year ago for their dearest friend's death

Most of them certainly miss him

Well... I have nothing to say

Since i have only have one tea time with him and together with her as well

My first date !?

So simple xD

But it did make me think of what it will affect to me while it comes to me too

Dahh !! Being a free cloud floating in the sky is most easiest.

Nothing to suffer, nothing to be pain

But we're human who live for challenge, trouble, sadness, and cruelness 

We must face it no matter how suffer we are

We still accompanied with our friends and family that who may always want us to be happy

We should accomplish their wish and to be happy for ourselves as well

Don't we?

No people can understand how the victim will felt

Unless they experienced the same happen before

The what other did to comfort you is just indicate how much they worry you

Take it as their love

You may felt reassured