Thursday, October 28, 2010

B2B

My first week of Degree course had passed.
A whole week for introducing the modules.
Well
For me, who complains that nothing to do in daily is finally extricated from those life.
What life i referring to? The holidays.
Maybe during holidays, there are books to read, movie and films to watch, music to download or listen and games to play or Facebook (i deleted the account with only one reason).
In fact, i have found no real interesting part during those activities.
Even some do, but retained for only few days.

Anyway
I'm glad for returning to college life.
As a college student, we would spend up more than daylight hours in classes. (Followed to the schedule & Some of the arrangement are suck !) ( 2~4 hours breaks for ? )
Hence, when every evening comes, my fatigue dropping sharply. The sleep-inducing insert (睡虫瞌) naturally comes to me and i felt into nap.
Usually, during the holidays, while the watch shown as 5pm, my sports DNA comes alive. I had automatically show up myself on the basketball court for KSM amateur mini NBA.
However, recently, due to the tiredness, i more likely to spend more times with my bed and pillows.
:( This habit indirectly caused my only muscles getting limp.
Even i did arrange plenty of times for gym exercise but ...
In the end, all comes to a thought.
I supposed to be a doer rather than that. Don't i !? :)

Mentioning about my degree course, i am quite unsatisfied with the class arrangement.
There is only one gal been arranged into my class. And she's an Iranian. (No offense. But i prefer on Chinese)
In that point, i had thinking whether the gals who interested in picking IT course are currently on the verge of extinction?
Or just in Malaysia?
Dude.. Let's imagine this situation.
Group of guys and only one gal been arranged in a class.
How many chances does one guy given to flirt with her or even a simple chat?
Then the guy would miss the opportunity of discovering a new world of hers.
Wow !
Luckily i still accompanied by one friend who same with me, progressed from Foundation.
Otherwise, i think i would become a geek when the time you meet me.

B2B
Back to back &
The short form for Backstreet Boys

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Oh

A long time ago i should been finish this post
It always happen when i felt an arrival of one desire
But however most of the times.. i paused it and saved into draft
Well today 17 Oct 2010... Midnight... I am going to complete it
(This draft i can't even remember when i did it :p )
Let's move on to my topic
What did i 'oh' for?
Oh new desire!?
Desire for what? ^^ To create a blog template
But wow... When i found the tutorial for how to create a blog template
I was like : Oh gosh ! There's so many thing i don't know
such as CSS Framework and the complex structure of XML
Even i'm now taking IT course, i actually know only 5% of it
Shameful right?
Anyway.. when i attempt to go through it, i just realized my actual interest might not on IT but psychology

Psychology is the thing that greatly puzzles me.
From what i know along this years,  psychology is a kind of mind that influences people to think or behave in a certain area, certain ways
There are numerous description and explanation from online journal about psychology
How the behavior can indicate a person actual thinking and what cause people act against their conscience?
Curiousness? Satisfaction? Excitement? Revenge? Gloat over misfortune?
Could it be that everyone has their own darkness inside of them and to myself?
These are a great mystery to me.
In one day, after i graduate from my IT course, i would like go to take a short course for psychology
I did ask for my mom opinion, and eventually she seems like no disapproval
If i can really make it, then it will truly meaningful to me and i might mastered the psychological tactic to figure out what is gal actually thinking of
(Is it just what i deeply aim for?) Think by your own :)

I suppose that as a IT student, i am limited in these knowledge
Especially the degree i recently register for
Forensic Computing
What is it? How is it?
Fine... A new puzzle created
The new course i been inserted into my brain is to learn about this new great puzzle so that i may find more understanding.
Finally when i graduated from this course, what job i will hired for?
It also another mystery to me.
I am looking forward to my future and the tough period i will face on this few years.
Hardwork never come to end until we died
We shall carry out the desire and fight till the end
Let's make our mental tougher.