Oh

A long time ago i should been finish this post
It always happen when i felt an arrival of one desire
But however most of the times.. i paused it and saved into draft
Well today 17 Oct 2010... Midnight... I am going to complete it
(This draft i can't even remember when i did it :p )
Let's move on to my topic
What did i 'oh' for?
Oh new desire!?
Desire for what? ^^ To create a blog template
But wow... When i found the tutorial for how to create a blog template
I was like : Oh gosh ! There's so many thing i don't know
such as CSS Framework and the complex structure of XML
Even i'm now taking IT course, i actually know only 5% of it
Shameful right?
Anyway.. when i attempt to go through it, i just realized my actual interest might not on IT but psychology

Psychology is the thing that greatly puzzles me.
From what i know along this years,  psychology is a kind of mind that influences people to think or behave in a certain area, certain ways
There are numerous description and explanation from online journal about psychology
How the behavior can indicate a person actual thinking and what cause people act against their conscience?
Curiousness? Satisfaction? Excitement? Revenge? Gloat over misfortune?
Could it be that everyone has their own darkness inside of them and to myself?
These are a great mystery to me.
In one day, after i graduate from my IT course, i would like go to take a short course for psychology
I did ask for my mom opinion, and eventually she seems like no disapproval
If i can really make it, then it will truly meaningful to me and i might mastered the psychological tactic to figure out what is gal actually thinking of
(Is it just what i deeply aim for?) Think by your own :)

I suppose that as a IT student, i am limited in these knowledge
Especially the degree i recently register for
Forensic Computing
What is it? How is it?
Fine... A new puzzle created
The new course i been inserted into my brain is to learn about this new great puzzle so that i may find more understanding.
Finally when i graduated from this course, what job i will hired for?
It also another mystery to me.
I am looking forward to my future and the tough period i will face on this few years.
Hardwork never come to end until we died
We shall carry out the desire and fight till the end
Let's make our mental tougher.