Strange Feel

In a sudden, i felt spiritually empty.
It happened after i finish watched the Bleach anime episodes.
The main character, Ichigo finally defeat Aizen.
I've been hid my eagerness of watching this anime episodes for few months.
After then, in today, the end of my degree level one semester one exam, i decided for finish it off.
In the end, i completed it.

I laid on the sofa.
Looking at the white walls around me.
Under a very quiet environment.
Brain is blank.
In a sudden, i felt my heart is empty

I can't have the reason for why
Because i don't even have the intention to think anything

While staring on the books besides me, it reminded me of how long i been stay together with them
And now,
Huuuu...
I don't know.
Everything comes and goes silently.

I felt powerless.
I need a rest.
I need to seek for new motivation.
Exactly.
I need a new pusher.

It seems whenever i had accomplished one thing, i will certainly miss on the process
But once after that part, empty find me once again.

Hehe. I don't know what am i writing here.
This is the worst ever post i been published.
Anyway, if you don't understand, ignore it.
Thanks