BASKETBALL......

Today i finally make it even its just about 5 mins long for the shooting session. 

Yet i am still glad for that.

"Gradually". Hmm.. This word would be my current favorite, which always remind me to improve myself in slow pace.

It's unnecessary to rush it though i want to have the resulting of being part of it so badly.

However, the entire shooting session wasn't so pleasant because every of the shot attempts are mostly turned into the air ballssssssssssssssssss.

Urghhhhhhhhhhh... Guess like i gotta improve the strength of my arms / fingers / hands.

Damn it.. i had recalled the teasing from a old friend that we usually played together alot.

"你还是没变额~~ 射的球还是那样有水准"

He would probably said it again after watching those shots i guess...........

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Let's just ignore that.. I guess i'm getting enthusiasm already.

I think this gonna be the something that i eager to do it again and again.

I want to compete, and i believe i can be happier from the sweat i released from my body.

It's really been a while for me to being excite since enter the college life.

Everyday was accompanied by computers, programming, games and etc.

My eyes is getting sour and the dark circles are sinking into my skin, which felt like unremovable. 

And, 

I believe i can make more friends via passing the ball into their comfort position ( I am in love with the art of passing instead of scoring )

Jason Kidd, Jason Williams, Chris Paul, Deron Williams, Steven Nash ... They're incredible passer and their eyes happens to be everywhere in their body. They can easily perform a no-look pass and unexpectable pass.

Unfortunately, i'm never an agile dribbler or neither the scoring machine.

But passer fits well to me, because a good pass could be shown as the sign of wisdom within myself. (HAHA)

Oh Sh1T !

I had been out of subject again.

Well, 

I guess...

It could be a better way for me to get closer with new peoples via some good play since i always had the cool glance against the strangers which mostly caused them to felt me as a unfriendly person.

Urhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tomorrow morning i will go for jogging to build some stamina. 

I think i would easily get exhausted at this period

And for the last part, i must be ready to endure the pain of muscle...

That's the thing that i must maintain it for the last 

Otherwise, i would never achieve what i expected in playing basketball

GO FOR IT.

DO IT.

&

HAVE FUN.

Well.... I wonder is it coincidence or not?
It's so odd because its been months that i never set any calender entry.
And eventually, i found this unexpectedly.

Haha.. don't look on the clock.
I am fully aware on the impact from sleep deprivation.
However, in this circumstance, i decided to have a new post on my blog,
which simply because i had inspired.

"Do what i should do" huh?
Well... its remind me of a friend.
She's going into an internship in this very morning.
There goes a new adventure for her or we could simply described as a very first step to her working career.
Hmm...
Among the former colleagues, she had definitely been one huge step away from me.
I can feel a massive space between us since she had leap onto a decent opportunity while i'm still pursuing my study certificate.

Just a year or so back, we were all the same positioned in the term of study stages.
Now, it is unquestionable that i felt depress currently, albeit i had placed myself on the right track to pave a way for my future.
Even there is still a numerous unknowns for me but i think i have the confidence to cope with them pretty well as long as i am able to keep the fire in my heart away from extinguished.

And,
Well,
In the very past few weeks, i had questioned myself for at least hundreds times when every time i had my own reflection on the mirror.
So far, do it sounds creepy to you?
Maybe in your mind, you would think that i'm definitely the crank?
Well.. i can definitely tell you that i don't care of any speculation because i understand very well that
I had lost the sight of myself as i felt lost in my ways.
By looking at the mirror, deep in thought.
I can at least tell myself that, the guy in front of the mirror wasn't who i want to be and i really do want have a change on it.
Then, in the very next moment, i can felt my countenance had a little brightened up.
Hopefully, my eyes could no longer  glazed with the dark circles and fix my teeth soon.
So that, i can laugh or smile as common people did.

P.S:
[ BIG SIGHssssssssssss ]
I should pay a direct attention onto the incident that happens during i was playing football during the rain in basketball court.

P.P.S:
I'm still so bad to write a post.
The sentences i wrote doesn't feel smooth at all.
I am still unable to fully express what's within the thought.
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

Well....
P.P.P.S:
Very last thing to say,
Gradually, i will set everything up and doesn't wanna have any more regrets in my remaining lifetime.
Let's hope / Let's Do..
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmss..

**** [If you often play online games, you should've understands the meaning of these 4 Asterik symbols *]
I should sleep now.
Allow me to hear the very last song at tonight

夜的钢情曲 (5) by 石进