Well.... I wonder is it coincidence or not?
It's so odd because its been months that i never set any calender entry.
And eventually, i found this unexpectedly.

Haha.. don't look on the clock.
I am fully aware on the impact from sleep deprivation.
However, in this circumstance, i decided to have a new post on my blog,
which simply because i had inspired.

"Do what i should do" huh?
Well... its remind me of a friend.
She's going into an internship in this very morning.
There goes a new adventure for her or we could simply described as a very first step to her working career.
Hmm...
Among the former colleagues, she had definitely been one huge step away from me.
I can feel a massive space between us since she had leap onto a decent opportunity while i'm still pursuing my study certificate.

Just a year or so back, we were all the same positioned in the term of study stages.
Now, it is unquestionable that i felt depress currently, albeit i had placed myself on the right track to pave a way for my future.
Even there is still a numerous unknowns for me but i think i have the confidence to cope with them pretty well as long as i am able to keep the fire in my heart away from extinguished.

And,
Well,
In the very past few weeks, i had questioned myself for at least hundreds times when every time i had my own reflection on the mirror.
So far, do it sounds creepy to you?
Maybe in your mind, you would think that i'm definitely the crank?
Well.. i can definitely tell you that i don't care of any speculation because i understand very well that
I had lost the sight of myself as i felt lost in my ways.
By looking at the mirror, deep in thought.
I can at least tell myself that, the guy in front of the mirror wasn't who i want to be and i really do want have a change on it.
Then, in the very next moment, i can felt my countenance had a little brightened up.
Hopefully, my eyes could no longer  glazed with the dark circles and fix my teeth soon.
So that, i can laugh or smile as common people did.

P.S:
[ BIG SIGHssssssssssss ]
I should pay a direct attention onto the incident that happens during i was playing football during the rain in basketball court.

P.P.S:
I'm still so bad to write a post.
The sentences i wrote doesn't feel smooth at all.
I am still unable to fully express what's within the thought.
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

Well....
P.P.P.S:
Very last thing to say,
Gradually, i will set everything up and doesn't wanna have any more regrets in my remaining lifetime.
Let's hope / Let's Do..
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmss..

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I should sleep now.
Allow me to hear the very last song at tonight

夜的钢情曲 (5) by 石进