Lie

“When truth is replaced by silence,the silence is a lie.” 
― Yevgeny Yevtushenko

“If I told you I’ve worked hard to get where I’m at, I’d be lying, because I have no idea where I am right now.” 
― Jarod Kintz

“A lie that is half-truth is the darkest of all lies.” 
― Alfred Tennyson

I felt the same as those quotes mean so.

In the deepest in my mind, i know:

There's always a better reason to tell the truth.

But, i chose to lie.

I think my "friends" knew it.

Which is why i put the quotation mark.

I'm supposed that i had lost them already.

It's been a year and more already.

I am still living up with the lie.

To live a lie ,which means to be dishonest to the person, who close to me, especially family is suffer.

Because i am pretending to be someone that i am currently not.

Its all happen when i tend to escape the responsibility.

Sincerely, there is much to tell but i couldn't.

It's time to make the resolution.

Please don't bother this post.

I am writing this to my self.

The day is arriving soon.

I could breath again with the sigh of relief in the morning soon.

I know i can...

I know...

Shhhhhh......