新年快乐？

从小到今 我并不会对于除夕的来临感到兴奋  也从不对情人节感冒
不过 一切都随着她而改变
情人节 我都想与她度过  ；  新年 我都想尽方法让自己看起来更好
然而 今年 较特别
新年除一 及 情人节 都发生在同一天
In the first day of Chinese New Year, every child should be excited for getting an angpau from their parents
However, in the night of valentine, every boy should organize an unforgettable date with his own sweetheart
But me ; before the night of the day
I probably went to meet her
But it's a disappointed beginning and end.
There's no atmosphere had created for it.
I done nothing.
I felt i such like a nerd while facing to her.

Still... She just beautiful always as i saw in my mind.
I tend to hug her. But stupidly ask her whether she mind of it or not in promptly.
When after two of us separated and returned to our home, i directly addressed this issue to one of my online gal buddy.
After all, i retrieve lots from her.
And finally, i understood what's the wrong i felt in all the ways.
The buddy had advised me to invite her for a date as well.
But i didn't prepare anything since both of us knows this year valentine is not for us yet.
However, i had a depressed feeling while saw her glad with a rose in her facebook profile picture because i ain't prepared.

Well.
It's all today.
I don't know what to express and how to express.
Sorry for not creating a flow in this post.