End of Holidays

21 Feb 2010
The 9 days holidays had came to the end
Along the cab back to KL... I felt reluctant to say goodbye to holidays...
When could be the next holidays... ^^

Well.. CNY in this year is not total bad...
I ate like a stallion but its been forced actually
My relatives keep insert the food onto my plate while i was having any meal with them
Hence, i can't take any excuse. The belly grow bigger day by day.
But i enjoyed with that.. Because compared to my current KL life, i had no need to think for spend money wisely and the meal to eat...
Everything was just prepared here
Everything was just put me in comfort
Still something makes the holidays imcomplete
My family them had to leave me at my grandma house because my dad had to continued return to his job
Somehow, my sister-in-law teased me that will cry like a baby while having a scene that the family leaving me in front of my sight
Honestly, i did felt in such way but not tended to cry
Since the day i come KL to study, I had only spend a little time with my family
Even in holidays, i probably stayed with them not much than 5 days
I had look enviously on some people...
I wonder why only my college have so little holidays...
Compared to other who picked the foundation course as well, at least they could have a holiday that lasts for 2 weeks or more...
Gosh...

 家人&佳节

Hmmm I think i had already spoke out of topic...
Hehe.. oh well... I received a few of Angpau
Still i thinking of buy a smartphone to myself
However, i  found one target
Unfortunately my saving amount had quite off value to the price of it
Apparently, i had decided to tighten up my stomach and eat only breads or some rice for my daily meals in aim to achieve my financial goal
Still the only issue is my determination
I wonder how long i can last for this
Days? Weeks? Months?
Let's open the eyes and look on it
Bless me for remain the determination
Hope me won't lost the passion

Return to my real world, i will stay all alone after this semester because my roommate who also my best friend will finish up his course and enjoy his holidays
Yet, i have to spend over months at the same room but with different people maybe
Then，i will accept the fate and start trying new life

Thinking about the needs
I would like to prefer have a transport... a car
I need drive
Lots of reasons had drive me to this will
Soonly, i will change my P License into better 'grade'
Shamefully, i never drive a car after the trip to Kuantan
Haha... The experience driving in Kuantan was awesome
I drove my friend's car and hang out with them at midnight 2~ 5 a'm.
The road was empty
I remembered that moment
While i positioned on the driver seat, i look toward from the front mirror
There's a straight road
Nothing there... Nothing blocking...
The car i drove keep increased the speed... My mood began to be buoyant... It's the first experience drove car at a town within high speed
120km/j only... I had already felt the wheels had totally flee off from the roads... But i was completely infatuated with that current feeling
I hardly to imagine if i can drove more even faster, and how's the feeling will be
So high!! Everything seemed blown off from my brain
Nothing disturbing Nothing Annoying
I was totally calm but high also
That day i don't even  get any alcohol, but i already in crazy
It seemed that i like danger at sometimes

Recall bout Kuantan
The beach
I Love it Very Much
But the day i visited it ain't a good time
Because i had totally depressed while saw couples are all around of me
Hanging each other hand ... walk pass the seaside
Enjoying the soft wind... Stepping on the white sand...
If there's a chance, i would like to bring her come along with me and enjoy all of these
Any future are stands against odds....
I will not going to think bout it further more
And i not dare to think as well

So in the end, Wish everyone enjoy their Chinese New Year

If you're reading my blog, i wish you to being good luck for your coming exam...
I wish god blessed you and may you to be a funny angle
I wish you ...